It was around last Thanksgiving but not actually ON Thanksgiving, I don't think, when I remember whipping him angrily with the stick. I made him bend over the toilet seat with his pants and underpants down and I spanked him with the stick about 20 times for disobeying me. He cried and cried. I then told him I would take a picture to help him remember so I would show him later on to remind him. But now I can't remember what it was for. THIS is one of the problems I have spanking him, not really remembering why. It makes me feel guilty for punishing him but really do I need to be able to remember every single spanking and what it was for? I still haven't told him about this blog but when I do he's in for a serious shock. I need to save it for a really severe punishment. I have been considering spanking him for various things all week long. It's coming soon, I know. Just a question of when and how hard it will be.